30 days from today

Before you start reading this post. I'm warning you that this post gonna have a lot of cheese. So if you don't like it, come back tomorrow for a new product review. Haha. This post would be something more personal, more about me and what's going on with my life as I don't normally update things like this just because maybe I feel that my private life would be better untold publicly as I don't know who is reading. I am a bit paranoid. Is not that I am not happy, but sometimes, not everything you can tell on the internet. We all have a different life and different judgment. It can be hurtful sometimes and what words coming out of people mouth. Can be a prayer to you. Well, some are nice, some are more too, probably hatred. So what is going on right now? Well, in exactly 30 days from now, I'll be someone wife <3 Haha yay! I thought it would be nice to let you guys know about this as it is one of the day I have been waiting for 9 years.

That is why sometimes my blog is not updated, I have been busy with my day job in the early years, my baby which is my Breena Beauty and of course the preparation for my wedding. Well quick note, don't expect anything much as my father is not a Dato haha. My wedding would be simple and just enough for me. I decided to spend all my saving to my business instead of a one day wedding day. Think about the future than satisfying unknown people. But still, I am very grateful enough this is becoming a reality. I meet my fiance back in 2006. Yep. It has been almost 9 years! We engaged this early year. And to be exact, this 1st August is our 9th year together! We meet back in the high school days. Long story. Haha. We did not go to the same school but pretty much our school is near around and there is a story on how we meet. Maybe one day I'll tell you guys. XD We did not get to book our wedding date on 1st August, as it was fully booked all over Johor. So we got 2nd August instead. Well, better than nothing.

Also, this June-July marks the 4th year of my blogging. What is the relation between him and this blog? Basically, he is the back bone of this blog. During our studies year, we are still broke. Super broke. Coins are our best friends. We barely buy new clothes and I would normally spend my money to upgrade my blog and buy stuff to review. Because I want to really be passionate about what I am doing. Blogging is just not in front of the laptop back then when I stayed in KL. I also was invited to go to events too, you know to expand your social networking. But one problem. I normally don't have nice clothes to wear, fuel money and something to impress. Most bloggers come in purdy clothes and high tech cameras. There were me, sitting in the corner, taking pictures using my phone. My mood will start to ball up when someone starts to light my fire "Amik gambar pakai phone je ke?". Well. Ugh. He has been the supporter and has been the one of the people who send me here and there to events, picking up stuff for blogs and encouragement. He is the one who always reminds me it's ok to wear torn flats/shoes to events. It's ok to not have a canggih manggih camera to the events. He always reminds me that it's ok to wear the same clothes to the event. I am not saying I am already successful but from what I have achieved today, Allah knows how grateful I am to be here for what I have. My life is not as sweet as what people would see. I choose to show happy, so people might think I have a 100% happy life.

I meet him when he has nothing. He does not even have a bike. Now we both have cars. Audi A5 and a Volkswagen GTi Golf. Hahahaha! Nah I'm just kidding. (Serious joking ok, jangan cepat spekulasi, have some joke.) I mean, we both have transportation, a nice decent car to go here and there. Another thing, whats a big deal about having a car? Everyone has it too. Well, in my early years with him. We did not have the luxury as other couples. We would wait on the bus stand for a bus, walk by foot and barely have money to eat. We even celebrate our 1st year anniversary at KFC! Hahahaha! For me, during that time, KFC was the most luxurious place I ever was eaten. XD. Back then when we were studying in Selangor, our dating spot would be in front of the hostel by the road sitting on the divider. Watching people go in and out driving cars comfortably. Then we upgraded, he has a motorbike, but during rainy days, we will be soaking wet and wait at the petrol station shaking a shivery cold. We bought a bun (you know the ikan bilis gardenia bun), spilled into two as our dinner. We would buy one plate of rice, split into two and take the free Nasi Lemak sambal as the lauk. I would buy bread and will pack him sandwiches for the whole week as our meal. Is not that our parent did not help, but the fact that we don't want to keep asking about money and we know how hard our parent work for every cent they had. Stranded in the middle of the highway, because of his tire leak suddenly. It was raining and we have to walk 5 kilometers on the fly over until we saw a tire shop. Then, upgraded again to a car. Alhamdulillah, But the air cond is not working. Haha! At least there is a roof above our heads. Then again we upgraded to a decent car and now we both have jobs and pretty enough to have 3 meals a day. Well, that is the 5% things told about what we been through in this 9 years. Some people think we did not have arguments, Well you are 101% wrong. We do argue in some times, jealousy, misunderstanding and much more. Alhamdulillah we both we patient enough with each other and successfully did not have any break ups since 2006. He would always remind me to recite my prayers when we are arguing. That's the key I think in calming down. Glad we survive those adventure years.

It takes a full patient, faith, and courage to all these 9 years. It was not perfect but it is great. This 2nd August would be the day we both celebrate the years we been through together. I hope that we will still keep our faith, patient, and courage to longer years and hope to grow all with him. We have many plans ahead, one of them is our business together. We hope that Breena Beauty and an upcoming business plan will help to improve our life after years of suffering and an empty stomach. As we are staying together after this, it will be easier to manage together. We really want to have a better life ahead. Well, that'an all I think. 30 days left for me. I am excited and I think the there is an eagle inside my tummy. I am very much nervous but still excited. Hopefully, my preparation goes well. In shaa Allah. See you in my next post! To Mohd Tawfiq, if you are reading this. Thank you for being there during my worst and best. (Here cheese to you guys who is reading, sorry! ha ha hah) 30 days to go!!!! Oh yes, Looking for some tips and guide on Malay Wedding, head over to Kahwin.sg. Ok then, Bye! :)

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